A state of fool counciousness..

.. I've moved 11 kilometers away from my home city of Kalmar, feels good, what doesen't feel good is my leg, still, but in the words of Pearl Jam, i'm still alive! Fuckin' hurts and meds ain't working. But i'm sober, my ex threw shit on me a few weeks back and said i wasn't worth the name "dad" .. pissed me off, and now i'm sober, mainly for my son, he needs me , he needs his dad. So three and a half week sober and still kickin' .. I'm at a sober living facility, kinda, working my ass off and constantly feeling the nerve damage in my foot, which is also, sadly, a "valid reason" for me to relapse . But no, fuck it, my son is worth so much more than me silly addiction, and even my life. I kicked my IV opiate addiction, i left everything and headed for soberness and well.. boredom, depression and anxiety, shit i gotta learn to deal with.

So the new season of Trailer Park Boys is out .. can i watch it, in this STATE OF FOOL COUNCIOUSNESS...?
I doubt it .. I can try, but TPB is pretty much only fun when you're high or drunk .. Anyways, keep your head up, fight on and NEVER GIVE UP.

Later . -DC