Well sometimes its easier to talk than to write ;) Enjoy. Might be more. Fuck yall haters tho dilligaf
RELAPZ - OUT
Pretty much people think drugs, hard liquor or maybe even sex when they hear the word addiction. ..
I don't think at all. I feel it. I can get addicted to antyhing. You mnight think i'm high now, not saying that i'm not but (lol) i'm also a gambling addict. More in the sense of "i want to get rich" get more money, to buy stuff. Not enjou loosing thoussands of thousands in a very slow and painfull way. I believe in addication, as a disease, knowing how stop but not being able to. The most disturbing addictions are the legal ones. Tobacco for exemple, i do that to. But ONLINE CASINOS are the work of the devil i tell ye! It's everywhere now, you cant even take a crap at a public restroom without seeing some ads on the toiletpaper or some shit! Oh well, was my choice this evening to gamble away that i was going to spend on my meds. But i was just trying to reach the amount of money that i actially started playing at, in the end. Bizarre aint it? not to talk about weird ass addicion like picking dingleberries out of your ass, chewing your fingernails. And sex addiction, id love to have that. Id love to have sex all the time but its been over a year since last time now and that tinder shit aint working! So if you feel free to comment or email me adress or w/e were i can buy a cheap hooker just to blow me or something, close to kalmar cause i'm sick travel far.
Its 4 in the morning here (thanks you shitty online casino for not letting me win my cash back and exploit people with addictive personalities) Afterall its all a matter of self discipline really, but i lost all that when i gained my freedom again i'd say. So mcuh you can do out here and so much youre not allowed to do in prison life.
Life's a balance and if you got a crooked leg or such that make's you make a wrong step life might just give you a swift kick in the ass and get you out of balance. Words of wisdom from a real tired and kind of disapointed at even relapzing on slot machines, the most boring and evilinspired "games" that some wicked, wicked man come up with. Stick to being addicted to masturbation or something that dont hurt as much is the long run. -RELAPZ!