DAMN RIGHT i'm still alive! Doing everything i can to keep the pain to a minimum, or else i can't function in ordinary day to day life .. Anyways, no reason to mope around or whatever it's called, don't work to bitch around about it, i've tried.. I freakin' hate the fact that i've got resistance against almost all drugs now known to man (not kidding) and liver disease etc making getting high very hard .. Anyhow, one day at a time, getting clean, but i don't think its human to let me suffer like this. You see i can't get real painkillers since i'm a "known addict" and of course anything they would give me, naturally, i woulda abuse.. Bullshit, now they let me rot in my own pain and misery. If i've been an old lady Agnes, 57 years old i would get all the painkillers in the world, and more, because everyone knows that any swede under 50 could be a possible criminal/addict. Yes i do love sarcasm, not, lol. I like to confuse, to make people think.
Time to try to relax with the spasms and lightning pains striking my leg like Thors hammer shooting lightning across the sky.
No one reading this? Guess what, i don't give a shit hehe, this be my diary sort of. Untill next time, fuck off!