I Fucking Hate Dreaming!

Stress, depravation, insomnia .. I DON'T WANT TO DREAM NO MORE .. If i wan't a show i'll watch Seinfeld. I've always dreamt ultra realistic, and i think it would scare the hell out of anyone .. My cat feels my pain and misery. LOTS OF SAD SHIT lately i know, but it's real. I love animals , they're real. They don't lie. Sure they can fuck with ya but so can non-existencial shit too like life itself. Dreams can fuck with you .. For real. I used to be able not to dream when i smoked every single day but cant do that no more first off don't work and secondly i do urine tests and shit stays in system like forever. Into some other heavy shit at the moment that no one should fuck around with really but i say what the hey , a mans gotta do what a mans gotta do, to survive and move on.

Most randomly topic blog ever? Yes, it's like Seinfeld (anology again yes) again, it's a show about nothing. Nothing is something, or it isn't at all. Wow ... My brain needs shitloads of more sleep than my body thats for sure . Fell asleep like a few mins ago , dude of mine woke me up cause he missplaced his rolling papers, turns out he dropped em on the way home.

​Drugs don't solve anything but it sure as hell makes alot of shit easier to deal with, for most people, like me. All i would want is to be left alone with an endless supply of drugs, me and my cat, and ofcourse my son. I'd like to feel just fine sober. Ofcourse .. Dot dot . Dot, Variation with Dots.. Lets not be fuckin depressed y'all :) So enjoy this fucked up blog entry , still learning. One love ..
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From Eastbound & Down , Left far , far behind, not from this world. i.e. me.

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